to you because you are still gone

[sarafinamable]

there are these babies in your arms
and scars on your wrists
and stretch marks on your stomach
and lines on your face
where did you come from
b/c now we're so far apart
a heart that never knew secrets is bathed in pain to this day
i let you go
and i find you now covered in scars of a horrible kind
i want to save you i wanted to save you i wanted to save you but you were too far away to reach
maybe my arms should've grown
maybe my heart should've hardened
maybe my mind should've kept on searching when you were no where to be found
but i find you now
one day i will
and i know what will happen, if you're still standing
your emotions will find me accessable
and your hate will know no boundries.
i have failed you already
i cannot understand your pain




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"this is life not heaven, you don't have to be perfect."
Gia
"Our love was comfortable and so broken in"
John Mayer
http://www.onemoredrink.moonfruit.com
First Name Basis is a great, little known band (so far), check out their website

[girlfalls]

that one is like apunch in the stomache, in a really good way, like seeing it from the other side, ya,


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^girl who fell^

[sarafinamable]

thanks
i guess it is kinda scary from the other side, especially when all you can do is imagine what will happen or what has happened with a person who is gone still and you can't always count on the fact that they will return

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"this is life not heaven, you don't have to be perfect."
Gia
"Our love was comfortable and so broken in"
John Mayer
http://www.onemoredrink.moonfruit.com
First Name Basis is a great, little known band (so far), check out their website